well I decided to make a confession,,, hard to understand actually,,, remembering he's my best friend,,, now everything feel awkward and bizarre,, I think I don't remember him anymore,,, Ahh,,, such a huge mistake I made,,, Now we can't be friend anymore,,, and it seem we made a distance from before,,, Ahhh,,, How Stupid I am,,, Now I cant take him back,,,, >.<
why this new year I'm drowning with everything,,,,???
ahhh,,, it is new year,,, and I feel extremely boring,,, not as good as I thought before,,, finally I sit here,, and reading some free manga online,,,,
tears,,, tears,,, T^T
ahhhh,,,,, Shimaki Ako just made me cry again,,,,,,
****shrrooottttttttttttttttttttsssssssssss**** need more tissues