Inside my shopping bag, I think I spend too much...

How come She told me I'm a bitch, when I never think about her even once... I never hurt you, I never talking about you, but why you called me a bitch..? isn't that too cruel ? What did I do to you ? explain it to me... Cause as far as I know we're not really know each other...

Graduation Kebaya

After 7 years of wandering or studying (in less amount of time, compared with my playing around time in campus), I finally going to graduate this december.. \(>v<)/ yaaaayyy...

It is a must for a girl to wear kebaya in graduation day, since I have no clue with this kind of outfit, I've got a little confuse... even to decide what color and what material I should choose..

After, circling around for a couple time, ask to this and that store in Pasar Baru Bandung, We're finally give up and stop at one huge store of fabric...

and here's the options..

 

Finally decide the fabric... then trying to choose a color..

And The Winner is...

 

Just hope it will suit me later, I'll update the result picture, since it's still a pieces of fabric

Me, Him, Us, Them

I'm kinda screw up if talking about love. It's just every girl want a huge dose of romance in their life, and somehow not every boyfriend can gave it.. Sometimes disappointment filling inside my head, I think this is a wrong way of relationship, sometimes it feels so tired to handle all the complexness, Cause we both so stubborn, selfish, and cocky about ourself. It's feel like a never ending list of complains, and thousand time of break up and make up.. so exhausting and irritating..

 

And now this questions circling around my mind almost all the time, "Are we gonna make it? what are we fighting for? Love? is there still love?"

And I have no answer...

Current Obsession

Currently obsessed with Lace Cardi and Sweater, It's super cold right now here, it's rainy season.. more than twice a week I have to pass the coldest area on the way to Bandung, Since I ride my motorcycle to go through there ,sometimes it's insanely cold... So I wore cardigan or sweater inside my parka or coat, for extra warmth :)
 

 Source : Weheartit

But warmth doesn't mean cannot be cute right? I love peach and salmon color recently.. pastel color, light and warm color.. I used to love bold and deep color. kinda weird for me.. so.. what happen with me ? :P

What goes around comes around

I haven't been able to met my boyfriend since 8 month ago, sucks huh ? I think that another reason I'm so grumpy like old lady lately..

 

 

Source : Weheartit

 Ugh... I really need a dose of romance...

Ankle Boots

Suddenly decided to bought 3 pair of this ankle boots, I'm out of money actually.. It's a one hell of crazy week. I back and forth to Bandung to do some business. Weather not really friendly with motorcycle rider like me, so I made friend with raincoat and super thick trash bag (to wrap my belonging from water).

VerveVicious Ankle Boots

I wore parkas almost everyday, Bandung-Lembang-Ciater it's beyond coldness.. you must be crazy if you decided to wear some thin sweater from home if you pass this road.

Lately I've been thinking about friendship, A lot of question crossed my mind. am I their friend ? will they forget me ? am I able to do anything without them ?

Somebody harrased my lately, She spoke cruel things to me.. and I believe this time I want to make a distance with her. Cause the fact is I can do anything without her, and her presence is nothing for me.. She just too cocky with herself and I dont wanna be like her.. 

I happens? Right? Friends became enemy and we're too sick to compromise.. I mean the way she act she's not count me as her friend..

So, that's it :)

Crazy Bazar !

It was a crazy bazaar event, this place was filled by mothers who wore kaftans and a striking makeup as if they do not want to lose each other. This should be a charity event and the event Tabligh Akbar with the popular ustadz, but somehow it looks to be a competition among them. Famous brands visible everywhere, and me and Dian who was still in a "young age" could not stunned to see all this.

 

Rinja wore VerveVicious Evita Wedge

 Me wore VerveVicious Camille Flatform

 Me (Grey) and Rinja-Rinja (Mustard)

 Our Bazar Stand

 with Galuh

For some reason, or it is obvious why ... I hate my face, my face was so bad that sometimes I feel ashamed to show my face, I hate my snub nose, I hate my crooked teeth, I hate to see people's expressions when they saw me and my friends like comparing our faces. Maybe it's just my shallow mind , but I sometimes really wish there was no standard of beauty of a woman, it sucks peopleeeeeee.... !!!