i lost my spirit,,,,

When they said,,, 'I don't count you as my friend' I swear to God I wanna Kill them right a way,,,
When you're honestly give them everything,,, from tears to joy,,, and they just kicking you out their life,,, Suck's,,,!!! and you really regret that you are their friends when they sad, when they need to lie about something, when they need everything about you,,, totally sucks,,,